Semester 2

My year 1 semester 2 life in university commenced today lo...i told myself when i get know my sem 1 result...i want to do my best in this semester...i know i haven give out my best in the previous semester...however the result is already a fact...i couldn't change it anymore...what can i do is just do my best in the coming semester...i dnwn to regret anymore...i should give out all the strength and skill of study inside my brain...I WANT TO DO MY BEST!!!!

last week my semester 1 result released...but it is not statisfied...i can't accept the result of the 4 units in my semester 1...3 Credit and 1 Pass...this is totally out of my expectations...since i expect that i at least can get 1 unit in grade of Distinction...but then none of them i get Distinction...why?why?why?i keep asking myself when i received the sms of my sem 1 result...the unit that i get Pass is management which is i only aim for a pass since i din really know what's going at all and din study well for the final...however i just quite dissapointed to my result...coz i din ever get 1 Distinction...quite a big slap on myself...this make my GPA only 1.75 out of 4...fail?but my average marks overall is 62...when i received the result...i just want to find someone to accompany me...listen to me...even borrow shoulder to me let me have a cry to release out my feelings inside my heart...however i can't get it all...since my gf is studying at UTAR kampar not around and beside me...and i lost contact to most my close friends...or some of them is just outstation study...i had get stuck on myself and moody for a time at home that day....i want cry but can't cry out...

I told myself...in this semester i want to study hard to score the target i aiming for...i want to do my best and fight it out...by the way...is time for me to restructure my communication with others in uni too...i want to know more friends in this sem...because it is important to have help from friends in uni...i will try to not be alone attend lecture class always again...i know after this week you will busy up with your assignment and presentation and also mid-term exam so can't go back to home that often...we can't meet each other that much lo...gambateh together lo my dear...i promise you my dear...i will do this upon on your advices...I WILL FIGHT IT OUT!!!!